and as she walks
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
I am Yours
the news
Friday, August 18, 2006
-6:31 PM
And I changed my blogskin. The lovely one made by dear Yvonne is lovingly hidden away at www.clueless-confused.blogspot.com, my old blog, when I was clearly clueless and confused. I just felt this blogskin was perfect for this stage of life.
I think I'm going through something major now. Call it a teenage stage, I think it's
the metamorphosis of my mind at last. About time, too. I've reached a time where I get depressed by tests and homework and inspiration blocks, and I've discovered all I truly have.
Which is like, A WHOLE LOT.
It's all in the mind, I suppose. If you think you're happy and blessed, others will think so too. Hm. Let us all decide to feel good about ourselves right this moment.
Anyway, I was an ugly display of pettiness and bluntness today. I made remarks I could have avoided, and when someone commented that my art project looked like an
altar, I did what they expected me to do.
Glare at them and act angry.
Which I regret now, even though I dislike their choice of words. And it does NOT look like an altar. AT ALL.
I could have been kinder with my words, and not more or less
order someone's mother to buy a book. Argh. Or make unkind jabs at a friend.
But on to happier events. There was a ridiculously priced bookfair today, and I was very disappointed at the unaffordable costs(for me, that is). But my darling friends unselfishly offered to pool money to but me whatever I wanted. I was,
am, most touched. Friends like them are "few and in between".
YAY.
I think my actions were most undignified today. I screamed for the GIRLS TEAM at P.E. today, and made a fuss about the bookfair. Argh. No CONTROL.
Must work constantly at my self-control.
Oh, and I hope to take part in a little Literature skit. YAY acting!
Just realised I am blogging two days in a row.
GASP.
Maybe tomorrow? But it's Saturday, so i doubt it.
Til next time then!
