and as she walks
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
I am Yours
the news
Saturday, September 09, 2006
-2:19 PM
MiSa is the best, most awesome, heart-warming, tragic, saddest show on the face of the earth. Or at least, of all the shows I've ever watched. No show has ever made me want to cry, but the last episode had me filled to the brim with tears.
WHY MUST THEY DIE???!!!
Sigh. Anyway. Today morning my family went walking around the park. Yes, we walk, not jog. We're a whole bunch of lazy bums, except my father who is very fit and goes to the gym almost three times a week. Then we had brunch and came home. We'll be heading for the library and then PIZZA! before joining my cousins to swim. Or, if you want to get technincal, playing in the water.
Today's topic is
funerals. If you ever need to know how people feel about you(or all the good stuff about you), attend your own funeral. Well, that's virtually impossible, and even if you could, you wouldn't be able to do anything about it anyway.
Which is just sad. I finished reading Tuesdays With Morrie, and the wise professor got a living funeral together so that everyone could tell him how they loved him with him being there and not, you know, dead. We should all do that. I would love to pretend I died and see everyone sob and regret they hadn't been nice to me and then appear and go "HA", but then of course everyone would be furious at me so...
So I'm thinking about that, and then I wonder if everyone would like the same thing. Have other people regret they hadn't been nice or understanding to someone. Then I should probably start being nice and understand to everyone so I won't regret it.
I've lost people to death before. But that was when I was really young so it didn't really impact me. But I remember when my cousins passed away, I kept thinking of the time before they left I had got childishly angry at them, and then...
The guilt stays. Emotions last longer than you think.
Don't stay still. Doing something is better than doing nothing at all. Just do the right thing.
Hm.
Til next time.
