and as she walks
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
I am Yours
the news
Friday, October 13, 2006
-3:57 PM
I am angry. And anger+me is not a pretty sight.
I CAN'T BELIEVE IT. I WASTED ALL MY TIME AND MENTAL SANITY. ALL BECAUSE- ALL BECAUSE- ARGH. It is always an emotional capacity when you refuse to use vulgarities.
Let me calm myself down enough to explain. If one has been following my recent posts, you would easily realise I was struggling to finish a film. I was under immense stress because the dateline for the submission was tomorrow. SUPPOSEDLY.
My mother, feeling the stress on my part, decided to call the organisers to inquire on the dateline. And APPARENTLY it's been postponed. TO THE 21st, WHICH IS ONE WHOLE ENTIRE WEEK LATER.
And I've rushed and crashed-filmed and despaired and edited and stressed out and they say THE DATELINE IS POSTPONED?! Is this ignorance on the part of myself, or THE TEACHER IN CHARGE? Who also happens to be the one who marked my English paper.
And gave me a decidedly disappointing score. Gr. GR, I say.
It was a good essay. A very nice one. Unless it was out of point, and if so I will not argue. But otherwise...!
I am sad. I am depressed. I have reached the stage after initial anger. DESPAIR. For the second time this week. Why? Because I zipped through everything and wasted all my time when I could have taken my time and produced a better piece of work. A presentable piece of work. I am very unhappy.
DIE EVIL NEGATIVE EMOTIONS.
Sigh. Anyway, in other news, I received a select few of my results today. My Chinese is a failure, quite literally, but my Literature is satisfactory.
Bleach 247 rocks, by the way. It cheered me up. RUKIA AND ICHIGO FOREVER.
Ahem. So... I don't really have much to say today. What about a picture then?
Aw... This is a cut from a great manga with a TERRIBLE ending (because nobody got the girl), called 'Penguin Brothers'. Oh well. I'm off to slack.
Til next time.
