and as she walks
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
I am Yours
the news
Sunday, November 05, 2006
-4:11 PM
25 November 2006: Get Ready.
If you clicked the link(if you didn't, refresh the page and click it NOW), you'll see that I'm getting all charged up for God to get YOU to know Him. Beware.
I can't help it. Today at church, the pastor read out my testimony about winning the two essay competitions, and he got me to stand in the congregation and everyone was like, clapping. It lasted for five seconds, but it felt right. Like how one feels when you did something good and everyone knows. But I don't think winning the competitions was the point, it was that I gave all the glory to God.
And yesterday at The Edge, which is the youth service for my church, Pastor Jeremy was talking about compassion and love for people, and that we need to be separated for God. So I went up for the altar call, and there was this guy who testified about his very close relationship with his five friends and they were all really close. Two of them were already saved, and two others recently also became believers, but the guy was saying, "How would you feel if you knew where the closest people to you were going, and you just let them?" or something to that extent.
Either way, it got me bad. I was already crying by the Holy Spirit at that point, but after that I just cried and cried and cried and cried and don't know how I didn't just dehydrate on the spot. I thought of all my friends, my cousins, EVERYONE and I was so scared. I can't let it go like that.
So I'm going to go crazy about 25 November, and you better be ready.
On other news, it seems that the one of the essay competition's first prize was actually $40, and not $300 like I mistakenly told you. It gave me a rude shock, but it was my own fault to think that both prizes would automatically be the same. Anyway, I've decided that it's meaningless buying stuff for myself, so I'm probably going to use it all on Christmas. Now, I'm wondering about the other essay competition... Another miracle, perhaps ;)
I'll be leaving Singapore on the 9th for a Malaysian holiday, -_- I'm travelling a lot this holiday. After the Malaysia trip I'll be heading for Phuket with my cousins and after that for Malaysia again for Youth Camp.
Bettie got a job, and I'm considering getting one too, or doing CIP with Sheena at SPCA. I should go check out if I could do CIP at the library, like sorting books etc. That would suit me -_-
Til next time!
