and as she walks
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
I am Yours
the news
Monday, December 17, 2007
-4:38 PM
CHANGE. LET'S REVAMP!!!
Look at me last time. I was an emo wreck! So caught up in myself. I was
so cultured and intelligent. HA. I laugh in my face.
And I must learn how to blog about important things! I always don't blog properly. Even I don't look at my own blog.
I went for YOUTH CAMP!!!! YAY!!!! And I came back different.
Changing is such a troublesome job. But I know it must be done. How I wish if in the first place I didn't need to change. But then I wouldn't need to sacrifice or put in any effort and that would just be wrong, to gain so much without a struggle. But in some ways, I'm gaining so much more than I could ever struggle for. I know it's possible.
But my face still holds me down. I still fight against God's will. When His orders come I know it clearly enough but if I don't like it, I deny it straight. And think too much to go around it. But God's orders are orders. Fullstop. I still imagine a lot too. I'm still working at it and I'm gonna get better at it. Stopping to imagine, I mean.
I've become a prayer person. Prayer is power, and don't you doubt it. There's nothing like it.
It's gonna be tough, especially since all my priorities have twisted around into something so not the inside me. Ha. It's time to be transparent. I'm not going to pretend I'm cultured or intelligent anymore. No more clever comments.
I still like drama serials. I still like the same kind of music. But I've cleaned up my mind, my heart, my relationship with God. It's different now.
I'm gonna get a new blogskin to match my theme. Soon. If I remember.
Because it's ok if I forget things like my blog.
There are more important things to remember.
Ta.
