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Thursday, February 21, 2008
-6:09 PM
Blogs blogs blogs.
This world drives people insane. I see, and I can get scared at the way it has caused people to become. I can read blogs and be afraid at what people can become.
But I can hide with God so it's not that bad. Still, they are my friends and I can't help but be fearful for them. Don't give in to this world!!!
Pray pray pray. How much longer? How do I react to all this?
What do I do now?
Sunday, February 17, 2008
-1:28 PM
Oh man. Why on earth do people purposely blog small fonted crossed out posts?! Obviously every kah-poh person will copy paste it so they can read all the private-but-it's-online-so-it's-for-everyone-to-see parts of your life. UGH!
I am supposed to be a very nice person. I think I'm a very nice person! (Of course, there's a lot beyond that) But I don't like not being able to see through people. Like they're one way in my face but on their blog or whatever they're completely different. Be honest! I don't care if you're nasty or horrible! I just want to treat you honestly as you are! Don't cheat me!
Dude!!!!
I know even I'm not transparent all the time, and I can't expect everyone else to be. I'm sorry. It's easy to love those who love you, but what about loving those who don't love you? (eh. Where did that come from?)
Hai. My eyes hurt. Anyway, finished church, and right now thinking of the rest of my day. I had sweet birthday wishes from my church region 9/10 youth :D Thanks, guys :) It makes me happy! And I'm gonna keep working and praying that'll we'll become even closer to each other and God, and we can keep celebrating each others' birthdays :D (does that make sense? It does to me!)
I look at this week. As I complained before, common tests. Well well.
It's Sunday! YAY! I had discipleing with Jana and Daffodil :) Cheyenne should join me in teaching them, since she's so free. Good idea!
I'm in a pretty good mood today. Harhar. Because yesterday was a good day at The Edge, and I know God's promises renewed and that He's close to me and He loves me and I'm not yet who He made me to be but I'm as big as the faith I have in Him! HO!
"You'll never go too far for God to love you."
I won't always be able to understand others, but God will always love them. I gotta remember that.
Blog completed. Ta!
Monday, February 11, 2008
-6:33 PM
Good evening!
Many things have happened! And maybe more people read my blog than I think.
I watched myself on The Edge announcements on Youtube. And I think I don't like watching myself. If you see how others see you, you act differently. To make yourself acceptable to others. But from the video I can see where I want to improve and reflect. I can become self-conscious after seeing how others see me but I don't want to. Nah. I rather be blissfully ignorant, because this is me. Feels as if there'll be consequences but we'll see.
Now I've got to copy all this into my diary!
Check out podcasts for my youth pastor's new sermon series "Separate"
here :D
What else? My birthday is next Wednesday! So are the common tests -_-
I look forward to tomorrow, to the end of the week, to next week, and to the promises God has given. Exciting? Yes!
Now I'm glad and strong in Him. I hope I'll be able to reflect in the future on all this.
Ta!
Sunday, February 03, 2008
-6:40 PM
111th post. I just blogged for the VFC E9/10 youths blog. It's tiring and tedious! Photos all the way... Whew.
Joy is leaving for Australia, and coming back two months later! Take care, Joy!
Jonathan is back for a week. He's currently playing Wii with Jo and bugging me to get off the computer.
How was my week? Hm. Another week, another seven days gone. I lived day by day, and it gets tedious too, waiting for each day to end, then you realise it's all gone. How can I live each day to feel it was worth living? There's no right answer, is there?
'O' Levels year so I thought I was taking it easy this year. Instead, I'm starting discipling and I'm going to get integrated into The Edge video ministry. Wow. Feels good to be busy but... then I'll get arrogant and be like, everyone needs me. Right. Must resist.
I did get a word, that God is preparing me for the real stuff coming next year onwards. Ho... We'll see how God does it.
I can feel my time leaving me. It's so precious! But what am I going to do with it? Sometimes I feel detatched for the world, as if I can't be bothered about anything already!
My nose went nuts today. But I got a good rest and I'm better now. Tuesday, three tests. Alright.
Ta!
